Journal Entry

September 16, 2005

:: Maybe It's Just Fall ::

The weather is starting to get colder again. I say this, of course, realizing that it’s still summer, and we could have another ninety degree day like we did earlier this week. Today it feels like autumn, and that makes me happy despite the gloom.

I’m freakishly busy lately, between two bands and a whole lot of web design work, and with us moving at the end of the month. We’re hoping that we won’t be far from Chicago for long; even in the interim arrangement we have worked out with a friend, we’re only in Evanston. It will be nice to get somewhat settled again, and hopefully before spring.

I’ve been thinking it’s time I started working on writing music. It’s a thought I’ve had repeatedly, but since I’ve been tinkering with music production for practically two years now, I feel like I’m at the point where if I don’t get some stuff started and finished, I’ll go crazy. The fact that it’s autumn, a time for change and possibly renewal (the way spring is usually referred to), probably feeds this feeling.

I just finished reading Roy Blount Jr’s book on New Orleans. I enjoyed it greatly, lots of good storytelling, and it helps make the disaster feel less distant, which is a good thing. I just hope everyone who wants to go back home will be able to do that. My grandparents are helping refugees in Tennessee right now. There’s certainly a part of me that wants to volunteer for the Red Cross, but now just isn’t the time. Part of me says, “if not now, when?”, but I think the answer to that is probably “later, when I don’t have responsibilities that can’t be left for a month”. I’d like to structure my life so I can do that. The things that I do are beneficial to people on a small scale, I think, but I would like to do something bigger. I’m not ready for it yet, but I think I will be.

I miss our friends who have moved recently (B, K, J, and C) and am not looking forward to those who are moving soon (L and T), but I am looking forward to seeing a couple other friends tonight, and taking a short trip with Lisa to see some midwestern autumn color.

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